Insomnia

insomnia and busy mind

Quran reciting ,

feeling well but still have insomnia

change the rules of life

being nervous

insomnia covers my life

a path of craziness
was of stupidity
going to be psychasthenia

i'm suffering

writing is considered a friend .

but family is away no more friends , Osama where are you ?

scaring of god
being in not allowed once
might be twice
could be 3 times

but not any more .
as you know the only one who knows about you
leafing books , touch with friends

Majid ignores you .
Abo Nof does not give a damn

cancelling all your participations in the forum
try to be quiet but it does not work any more

looking at the sky .
praying and asking god

Mohammed Al Qadi signed in

Salam

long time passed by since last time i discovered a yahoo

all my life was quiet and fun

.*.

travelling around my world .

a world of strangeness

contains insanity .

.*.

insanity .!

is it my problem .?

.*.

he appeared as a beast and reproved me .

i've been waiting his smile , but i got his tongue lashing

am i insane ?

no no i may dream .

however it's stupidity when you care about a yahoo .

Abo nof signed in .

Yahoo means : callous



salam

when you smile to someone but you get a really big tone
Yes:/

i hate ya ,

wow , what's wrong dear .?

just leave me alone , you hate my team .

aha , i appreciate your sense and it's my fault whereas i'm the starter.

one day you will learn how to make different between a thing and nothing .

go away .

He is considered an older brother and one of the best in my eyes's life

i had this feeling to him even a long time before he shows me his feeling to me .

i had never doubt in his feeling to me .

in the morning something pull me to the web .

i was in a terrible mood as usual
but something said to me :

Get up and check .

there is someone have signed in your heart .

Thanks Bin Thabit .

شـكــ وبارك الله فيك ـــرا لك ... لك مني أجمل تحية .

one day this forum will be full of people who speak french , spanish , chinese and Italian as well .

it's my wish to see that here .

no matter how long it takes as far as how long it moves ahead .

i find it so hard actually to see someone who does know nothing about a language which he teachs .

it's kind of our religion to not to cheat .

but people only mind for money .

sorry

that was not of my quiet corner .

it just was an angry feeling

salam .

اقتباس:

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المشاركة الأصلية كتبت بواسطة حــــذيفـــة

insomnia and busy mind

Quran reciting ,

feeling well but still have insomnia

change the rules of life

being nervous

insomnia covers my life

a path of craziness
was of stupidity
going to be psychasthenia

i'm suffering

writing is considered a friend .

but family is away no more friends , Osama where are you ?

scaring of god
being in not allowed once
might be twice
could be 3 times

but not any more .
as you know the only one who knows about you
leafing books , touch with friends

Majid ignores you .
Abo Nof does not give a damn

cancelling all your participations in the forum
try to be quiet but it does not work any more

looking at the sky .
praying and asking god

Mohammed Al Qadi signed in

Salam

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Dear Hothaifa
When I was in Yanbu, I was alone >>>>as you now
But to pass the time I was killing myself in work, start my day from 7am to 10pm only to pass the time
It was too difficult to live such kind of life, but with the time it became my normal behavior
Then one day, I decided enough is enough
Then I resign from that company ,because I miss my friends and I cannot keep the same style
Today I am reviewing myself, if what I did was correct or not
Believe me, as more it become tough, as more you will be perfect in your future
Thank you my friend

Absolutely > Brother Bin Thabit ,

when i wrote this page , i was pretty sure that i'm going to find a someone who can understand my feeling .

i wanted it like this without pronouns , in order to make complicated as much as i could .

i don't want to butter you up , but you understand me .

you are the only who understood me because you had passed by like this period .


when i wrote this hard words , i was in a really bad condition ,

now i'm much better than before as as you know i passed by one of the hardest spells in my educational life , and Thanks to Allah .


i'll keep writing here to make it a special page , but i will be so glad to see you sharing it with me .

god bless you

people come to this life as a little and great thing as the same time then they start to learn and grow up .

many brothers but not any one can understand you , so here i'm gonna say what is running on my mind .

however , give me chance to show you some thing that are not exist to you , whereas i discover new things every day and one of the most important that i discovered that i feel some times you try to kill my ambitions , despite i didn't say to you please help me , in the begining yes but not now .

every day you show me the same face and you can't give it up .

please leave me alone and get out of my mind .

i wanna get mistakes and ready to face the requences , just remember your self when you were first learning , were you
like me ?

there is a really well known proverb which means : never getting mistakes never learn .

I confess you want to help but you don't know how to do it , even though you bother me some times by your treatment way but i still want to be in touch with you as you are considered one of my best friends and i'd like to get to know you better , but noway unless i get back .

however it's eanough let me do it alone , just wait me on
the other side of the river.

i'm just asking you to give a chance .

god bless you .